My Regrets

I never felt so regret before in my life until my returned from my studies oversea.. I shouldn't have listen to my idiotic-boyfriend (then now idiotic-husband)!! Still, I felt angered and deceived by him and his idiotic-family!!!

All I can say is that I felt so regret and disappointed with him... I should have open my eyes more widely and not my heart!! I should keep my option open and not to settle too soon... what am I thinking!!!!! I shouldn't just give in so easily.... I shouldn't ignore what my sixth sense is telling me when all the answers were there in front of me!!

My regrets until now.....

1. I shouldn't have come back so soon, right after my final semester ended. My dad didn't even push me to come home so soon... *sigh* I did it because of someone and he didn't even appreciate it!!

2. I should have break-up with him right after my first semester ends... if only... *sigh*

3. First impression of his house, not a wealthy family BUT the worst part was that the idiotic -mother got a foul mouth.... She can talks non-stop at the dining table and never even eat.. and the worst is, she don't just talk, she bad-mouth her own relatives!!! What an assh***!! This I truly can't stand! Even though I don't know why the hell she is saying all those nonsense in front of me???

4. I shouldn't have moved in to his house!! I knew the "foul-mouth-witch" is up to something... II knew she was not the generous kind... and yet I ignore my six sense again and I was trapped by her again!

5. Shouldn't have put the apartment under the foul-mouth-witch name!! Why does he always have to report everything to his mother-fucker!?? He is an adult and this matters is between me and him why does he have to involved the witch?? He is definitely under her foul-spell!

All these regrets which I still can't forgive myself for and that's why my life have been so fucked up until now.... If only I listen to myself more and not the idiotic person (you know who you are)!