Goodbye Forever FRENEMY

As I write this column, I'm still reeling back in shock from the latest stab in the back by a group of "frenemy" from my secondary school frens. The problem is not them is me! I feel that if I do not write this down somewhere, after some time I will slowly "forgive & forget" the incident that they did to me, and (me being me) I will begining to put my trust back on this person again. Enough is enough!! I got to put an end to this rubbish-friends !!!

I have to say while I was in my teenage years, I always have a very strong mindset that there's nothing I couldn't do and I'm always sharp in picking those positive energy. But lately I feel that all that has slowly lost in me because we started to see each other more often now because of my wedding preparation.... I started to realised it's the ppl who's around me that have give me such negetive energy i.e. bad chi/karma. As you know, evil energy or spirits and toxic-fren like to disturb those innocent, girl with happy life and somehow weak ppl. I admit lately I've become not very strong physically but I've found GOD to keep me back on track again. I trust HIM for that.

I told myself that I will never ever want to see their face again nor talk to them... I will not want to be like the rest, who (hv no opinion of their own even they are 27yo at this age) just grin and bear their naiveness like a 3yo child who has no direction at all and spending time on chatting nonsense behind other ppl back! Enough is enough!!!

I have to spend more of my time on meaningful friendships instead of the old that had already passed their expiry dates... It's even meaningless to think of them~!

As I read my fave marie claire magezine for this month, I was so shocked to know that this anonymous author also have the exactly same feeling as mine. She was like writting down all my thoughts in that last page of that magazine. At first I was a bit shocked, thinking "hey, did I wrote this and send it to the publishing company???" Then again, I realised that this authour has experienced the exact incident what I'm experiencing right on the same month!! Oh well, I understand that this was publish in May so she could have wrote it in April...

I was suddenly relief.... guess I'm just a normal gal after all, like any other young adults... and I have to say this "frenemy" really do exsist!! They are out there, looking forward to crush your life no matter what (because of their evil up bringing and for one main reason mostly are either poor or low self esteem). So watch out for them and never ever be like them so selfish and jealous about other ppl's life.

I should count my own blessings and I will be happy for what I am.

Like the authour said, though we live on the same planets but we have nothing in common. And NO! this is not a freindship I want to take to my grave. So goodbye frenemy and I do not wish to ever see your face ever again! Even I do, I'll just think it's translucent. hahah...