I did it again... I'm not fit to be my dear boy mother... I'll get my punishment in hell for hurting him :'( I'm so sorry my darling for hurting you but I swear I didn't do it on purpose... this is what your weak mummy can say to you for hurting you until you bleed (unintentionally). I'm a bad mother... it's not a good excuse I know but I have to blame it on my hormone and useless migraine which attacked me every month and giving me lots of problems. It affected my day whenever my PMS comes... I feel bad about my boy for having such useless & irresponsible mother like me... I wonder how can I set a good example to him & how can I teach him to be a loving person sedangkan his mother behaving like a monster???
Dear Lord, please help me to change to be a better person especially a better mother to my dear child. I hate myself. In Jesus name I pray, Amen.
Dear Lord, please help me to change to be a better person especially a better mother to my dear child. I hate myself. In Jesus name I pray, Amen.
