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Monday, July 16, 2012

The Long Awaited Updates



I couldn't believe myself that I've been so lacking in updating my blog since March!!? What had happened to me? This is not like me at all (???)... and I've not been myself lately! I've forgot about God and I pray that God will please forgive all my sins. Evil had the best of me. I couldn't hold back... this is something I had to do for myself.  Or I was too weak & easily influenced by negative ppl around me. I don't know why I was so easily influenced by negative ppl may be I was being "jampi"???? It could be.... or maybe my faith in God have not been strong lately. It  could be both.

Anyway, I have to gathered myself back & become the cheerful & bubbly lady I once was. All those negative & evil ppl are here & will always here to bring you down! It's up to you on how you want to look at the "glass". I admit I hv not been using the wisdom that God poured into me...... I'm too weak. Easily influenced! 

From today onwards, what has been said is said & what have been done is done!
I will still fight the evil to the end & will not let them influenced my mood so easily! I should laugh when ppl do bad things to me & then say "You will get your punishment from God." I'll let God handle all those bad & evil ppl from now on... 

Sunday, July 15, 2012

Time Flies



I know I've been a slack lately... A lot of things had happened both good  and bad but mostly bad things more than good things!  For some reasons, I do not like to blog when I'm unhappy. I tried not to dwell on the bad things which already passed but it seemed like the bad luck is keep haunting me lately (if I'm not wrong since CNY!!!).

Sigh!......... 

How I wish I have the power to change things.... If Only!

But then again.... I'm not God, and I'm not as good as God. 

Finally, I got my house painted. Although not entirely what I preferred, but at least I did it at last! I'm glad although things doesn't turned out that well (choosing the colour makes me feel dizzy). But hey, we spend a fortune on painting it and it looks brand new now... which makes some "crazy-neighbour" feel jealous about you and your house.

 Also, I don't care what other people think... who cares! That's not my own house... heheh... *being a little mischievous!* I'll do what I like! Mind your own business!!! For some reasons I don't know why why why I always being bullied by next door neighbour (esp those who stay on the left). May be those who stay on the left has more time thus nothing better to do than to poke their nose into my business!Now, I will not give face & will fight whoever comes into my way!