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Monday, July 16, 2012

The Long Awaited Updates



I couldn't believe myself that I've been so lacking in updating my blog since March!!? What had happened to me? This is not like me at all (???)... and I've not been myself lately! I've forgot about God and I pray that God will please forgive all my sins. Evil had the best of me. I couldn't hold back... this is something I had to do for myself.  Or I was too weak & easily influenced by negative ppl around me. I don't know why I was so easily influenced by negative ppl may be I was being "jampi"???? It could be.... or maybe my faith in God have not been strong lately. It  could be both.

Anyway, I have to gathered myself back & become the cheerful & bubbly lady I once was. All those negative & evil ppl are here & will always here to bring you down! It's up to you on how you want to look at the "glass". I admit I hv not been using the wisdom that God poured into me...... I'm too weak. Easily influenced! 

From today onwards, what has been said is said & what have been done is done!
I will still fight the evil to the end & will not let them influenced my mood so easily! I should laugh when ppl do bad things to me & then say "You will get your punishment from God." I'll let God handle all those bad & evil ppl from now on... 

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